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Love Among the Ruins: Once Upon A Spring In Greece
I was sifting through the multiple layers of my travel journals, letters, and photos this past weekend when, like an archaeologist happening upon delicate shards of Hellenic pottery, I discovered these handwritten notes on fraying sheets of lined, curling notebook paper. I don't remember exactly when I wrote these words, but they vividly brought back the long-ago springtime they describe, the end of a year when I was living on a teaching fellowship in Athens, fresh out of college, trying to chart the course of my life's path. And especially they conjured the woman whose memory remains a precious shard of Attic magic among the runes and ruins of my life.
It happens at some point every spring: I will be driving innocently along some rural route, and suddenly a certain slant of sunlight will recall the way the light filtered through the pine trees along the road that wound up the coast from Athens to the little taverna no one seemed to know about -- no one except Gisela, the beautiful and mysterious woman with whom I had fallen ineluctably in love that spring of 1976.
We would install ourselves in peeling white wooden chairs around a stolid wooden table on the beach, under the pines, and the kindly taverna owner would bring us huge chunks of hard, delicious bread, a salad of feta cheese, tomatoes, cucumbers and black olives, and glasses of retsina.
We would eat and sip, but mostly we would watch the shimmering sea and listen to the sighing pines, censing the air with their tangy perfume.
I re-create this scene, and suddenly that whole mind-opening, life-transforming Grecian year revives in a sun-flooded succession of images:
I recall the breath-stopping, time-skipping beauty of just-blossomed scarlet poppies against white marble ruins at Olympia.
I recall the Peloponnese mountain family who insisted on sharing their meager Easter feast with my parents and me.
I recall the ethereal geometry and bony patina of the Acropolis at dawn, before the tourists arrived; and the soul-stirring rite of reading Plato, Socrates and Aristotle as Apollo's first rays illumined the site.
I recall unfathomable connections on the island of Crete -- the magical frescoes and sere splendors of Knossos, and the painter from Chania who showed me the island's harbors and meadows, churches and town squares through his eyes.
I recall the craggy monasteries and worldly monks of sacred Mount Athos, and the sensual abandon of the long, embracing beach at Lindos, on Rhodes, where I communed for a week with a ragtag band of European pilgrims who were all seeking some sort of Aegean answer.
Summer came and I left -- for Africa and then graduate school, a long, winding road. I never wrote to her, never heard from her.
Now, half of my life later, I wonder: Do we craft our memories, or do our memories craft us?
Now, half of my life later, I know: I went to Greece seeking the roots of Western civilization, and returned with a rootlessness I have never lost.
And every spring the owner shuffles toward us, bearing a laden tray. The sea shimmers. The pines cense and sigh.
The Attic sunlight gleams again in Gisela's laughing eyes.
[flickr image via steve.wilde]